
WtMU,
Kevin
WtMU,
Kevin
Today started and I knew it would be Sunny All Day. The people around me seemed to notice that I was feeling this way today ^. Most people don't notice, since we all have our own problems. The people that do notice seem to be happy with their lives. They're satisfied with the cards they've been dealt. I strive for that satisfaction. I know the things that I need to get there, but my choices hinder my road to achieve this satisfaction. I'm learning from these experiences, but it's a slow process. I awoke today with the confidence that I could and that I'm going to see and feel the satisfaction of life. Maybe that's what these good friends see. If this continues there's no stopping me. I pray to the Creator to continue to shine this way on me. With His help I know it will be Sunny All Day. Peace Be With You.
Welcome to My Universe,
Kevin
I used tell everybody that I had Gone Fishing when ever I decided to disappear. The truth is my life has become more difficult than I ever wanted it to be. This little stream reminds me of the places I used to go fishing or hide. I could sit for hours not worrying about a thing and never seeing another living soul. At that time I also didn't have any children. I worry about them always because I never get to see them everyday. I took my son and my brother to a place much like this to share with them what nature has given us to enjoy. While my bro and I were telling each other how to tie a hook on the line, my young son found a rusty old hook a piece of string and some old discarded bait and put them together. While were still discussing our abundance of fishing knowledge, my son pulled out this little tiny trout from the stream. He started jumping around all excited. We just cracked up laughing and we wondered who was going to tell him he couldn't keep it. The next thing we know, he was gently removing the hook and talking to the little fish saying he was sorry he bothered him. He put it back in the water and waved good bye. I was very proud of how he already understood nature. My bro and I never caught anything, but we were happy we didn't that day. We all just sat back and enjoyed the day. I'll never forget that day I had Gone Fishing. Peace Be With You.
WtMU,
Kevin
Last week I felt like I was Rear Ended by life. Sometimes it happens that way. Your cruising along and all of a sudden OUCH. You can't cry about it. You just turn around and say ass----. Know it or not, there's always a lesson to be learned. Most things happen for a reason. The good ones we welcome and the bad ones we curse. The choices we make can determine the outcome. We don't always get to make the choice. Other people also have choices and if you are part of that outcome, then your probably gonna get Rear Ended. I try my best to make good choices for myself and others. I always look ahead to see if my choice is a good one or a bad one. Once you act on the choice you made there's no going back. There are always consequences to the decisions we make. I myself have made many bad decisions, many bad choices. I have done my best to learn from these mistakes or mishaps. When we make a choice for ourselves and something bad happens to you, then it's a lesson learned. When we make a choice and something bad happens to someone else, then that's selfish. What may seem harmless to one may be devastating to another. I like to think of my actions as important actions. They mean something to me. Hopefully they mean something to others. I'm not a perfect person. I have more imperfections than most people. I have Hope that I learn from these flaws and shortcomings. I have to work extra hard to think about others before myself and my wants. Maybe this hard work will payoff someday, maybe it won't. I will continue to work, so I can avoid getting Rear Ended by life. We all should. Peace Be With You.
Welcome to My Universe,
Kevin
I like this picture, NICE. Some days should be enjoyed this way. Today was enjoyable for me, because I chatted with a good friend. Even though she don't understand me, it's nice to know she's there. That's what this picture reminds of. I share more of myself here than with anyone personally. It's safer I guess. If I like to do anything, I don't let someone else tell me it's good or it's bad. I just go with the flow most of the time. Sometimes there's things I could not imagine along the flow. If I let someone tell me what's there, it's ruined. Surprise. That's good. When it all comes to where it's going to settle, I hope I'm there to see. That will be NICE.
WtMU,
Kevin
Today that's how it is for me. I'm very happy, I'm just out there. my confusion is probably due to the fact that I don't know why I'm this way. I don't know if everyone feels like this sometimes and I don't know if it's a good thing. I do know for some unknown reason it's my friend today. I had very few friends until I joined the class I'm in at this moment. That makes me happy. My family made me very happy last night when they had a little B-day party for me. Maybe these things are what I need to be grateful for all the time. Actually I am. I'm Lost in the Mist.
Welcome to My Universe,
Kevin