The Light Shines

The Light Shines for me around this time of the year and I always greet it. Although, I tend to be alone, by choice. I'm not sad or don't feel alone, I just want to be that way. I reflect on the year that passed and am happy that I'm still breathing. This is the time where I shed the ways of the past year and start looking towards the future years to come. I always start just the way I would like, but I don't feel ready to take on what I have decided. This time is different. I've studied and learned from my computer teacher and have taken her lessons a bit further. The unknown is a place I haven't visited in along time and I look forward to it. As long as there is a spark of light, I wil be able to find my way. I enjoy following this light. It shows me the good way through life. It seems to get brighter to show me what's wrong around me, and I see the predicaments and dilemmas I've fallen into, It shows me the out. This is the Light of my Creator. Spending one on one time with Him is what I always look forward to at this time of the year. It's always good and better when The Light Shines.

Peace Be with You.

Welcome to My Universe,

Kevin

Show Me The Money

'Show me the money' is what I say, everytime someone says I have a good deal for you, I say 'Show Me The Money'. I once asked a friend if he could find this tree for me. He said "Show Me The Money'. It's all about the money. I like money but it's not the first priority on my list. It once was, and I was never happy or satisfied. Money tried to become the most important thing in my life, and I became more miserable. Is my misery along with this money more important than my happiness and satisfaction. Didn't the 'Rolling Stones' , with all there money and success say they 'Can't Get NO Satisfaction'. Even if I had the money, which at one time I did have, would it HELP ME. NO! All the things that I learned when I was poor were more important than what I learned when I was with money. If I had it to do all over again would I have learned? Beats the s#*t out of me. Cash is powerful. If it grew this way on a tree, would it be this powerful? Umm, Give me some seeds and 'Show me the money', we'll see. Peace Be with You

WtMU,

Kevin

Today was good for me. I saw my Teacher twice. DAJAVUU. I think it's a good sign to continue my blog. She works continually to make sure we all have a basic knowledge of her lessons. I appreciate her method of teaching. I will be a teacher next year and I'm learning all I can from her.

It's always all good.

Thank you Karen.

Peace Be with You.

WtMU

Kevin

Extreme Flight

I'm amazed at how the Creator has shown us Extreme Flights. Whenever I take time to examine or enjoy what is on this Earth with us, I'm always astonished at the extremes of almost every species here. Evolution is continual. How these two birds evolved into what they are today, I cannot even begin to conceive in my mind. The Creator has a plan and I believe it's for our understanding and enlightenment of ourselves. I look at these birds and see the fierceness and the frailty in both. I look at myself and the people around me and see these same qualities in us all. Some choose to live or act on the edge of these extremes. Good or bad, the edge tends to excite ones life. I myself tested the edge many times and have fallen over. The good thing is that I'm a resilient person, as we all are. I know what's there and I know how to handle it. The process of learning, understanding, and evolving in ones life depends on how we handle the extremes in our lives. Living safe, secure, and cautious lives is good for some, but what else is out there. Living detrimentally is not a good way to go, but what else is out there. Balance is out there. Encountering and using these experiences of testing the edges of life are what the Creator intended for us. Finding balance in this world today is an accomplishment in it's self. Finding balance in ourselves is a miracle. Again I look at these two magnificent birds and I'm amazed at the balance they have acquired at the extremes in their lives. The edge is good, balance is better. The Creator and this earth never ceases to amaze me when I take the Extreme Flights. Peace Be With You.

WtMU,

Kevin

Sunny All Day

Today started and I knew it would be Sunny All Day. The people around me seemed to notice that I was feeling this way today ^. Most people don't notice, since we all have our own problems. The people that do notice seem to be happy with their lives. They're satisfied with the cards they've been dealt. I strive for that satisfaction. I know the things that I need to get there, but my choices hinder my road to achieve this satisfaction. I'm learning from these experiences, but it's a slow process. I awoke today with the confidence that I could and that I'm going to see and feel the satisfaction of life. Maybe that's what these good friends see. If this continues there's no stopping me. I pray to the Creator to continue to shine this way on me. With His help I know it will be Sunny All Day. Peace Be With You.

Welcome to My Universe,

Kevin

Gone Fishing

I used tell everybody that I had Gone Fishing when ever I decided to disappear. The truth is my life has become more difficult than I ever wanted it to be. This little stream reminds me of the places I used to go fishing or hide. I could sit for hours not worrying about a thing and never seeing another living soul. At that time I also didn't have any children. I worry about them always because I never get to see them everyday. I took my son and my brother to a place much like this to share with them what nature has given us to enjoy. While my bro and I were telling each other how to tie a hook on the line, my young son found a rusty old hook a piece of string and some old discarded bait and put them together. While were still discussing our abundance of fishing knowledge, my son pulled out this little tiny trout from the stream. He started jumping around all excited. We just cracked up laughing and we wondered who was going to tell him he couldn't keep it. The next thing we know, he was gently removing the hook and talking to the little fish saying he was sorry he bothered him. He put it back in the water and waved good bye. I was very proud of how he already understood nature. My bro and I never caught anything, but we were happy we didn't that day. We all just sat back and enjoyed the day. I'll never forget that day I had Gone Fishing. Peace Be With You.

WtMU,

Kevin

Rear Ended

Last week I felt like I was Rear Ended by life. Sometimes it happens that way. Your cruising along and all of a sudden OUCH. You can't cry about it. You just turn around and say ass----. Know it or not, there's always a lesson to be learned. Most things happen for a reason. The good ones we welcome and the bad ones we curse. The choices we make can determine the outcome. We don't always get to make the choice. Other people also have choices and if you are part of that outcome, then your probably gonna get Rear Ended. I try my best to make good choices for myself and others. I always look ahead to see if my choice is a good one or a bad one. Once you act on the choice you made there's no going back. There are always consequences to the decisions we make. I myself have made many bad decisions, many bad choices. I have done my best to learn from these mistakes or mishaps. When we make a choice for ourselves and something bad happens to you, then it's a lesson learned. When we make a choice and something bad happens to someone else, then that's selfish. What may seem harmless to one may be devastating to another. I like to think of my actions as important actions. They mean something to me. Hopefully they mean something to others. I'm not a perfect person. I have more imperfections than most people. I have Hope that I learn from these flaws and shortcomings. I have to work extra hard to think about others before myself and my wants. Maybe this hard work will payoff someday, maybe it won't. I will continue to work, so I can avoid getting Rear Ended by life. We all should. Peace Be With You.

Welcome to My Universe,

Kevin